Hey everyone, its been a while. Kind of just realized that I can't stand social media anymore, literally all I keep seeing on Facebook is an endless feed of everything that's wrong with the world or people telling other people that their opinion is shit and that everyone should accept that persons opinion as fact. Its really gross and I have decided that instead of posting how I feel there I am gonna try to post more on a Blog. Now I haven't decided if I will continue to put blog posts here or if I will switch but I am tossing around the idea of either staying here or going to WordPress, gonna do some research and figure that all out before I post anymore so Memoirs of a Pocket Cub may be moving, we will see.
Lets update on some things, first of all I have started work on my seventh studio album, I finally have stuff to work with and I have two songs ready for the album "I Do Not Want This" and "Last". Originally I was throwing around doing a Witch House album but I feel like I am forcing that if I were to continue. I want to just make music at this point that sounds good and not stick to a sound, just do what feels good and hope for the best. It feels like I am writing Forest of Memories Vol. 1 again because its been so long and I feel really rusty at making music but I am really enjoying the process of discovering how to do it all again. I am definitely not rushing it so when the music is done it will be done.
My mental health is better since my last post in January, I can't say its amazing because look at the country I live in and the crowds of idiots telling themselves that our nation is in a good place. Delusion, convince yourself? I really wish I had a therapist right now but I guess I have to wait until Michael retires and we move to California or wherever we plan on going. I'm about 6 and half months sober from Meth so been staying away from that, sometimes with all the shit going on I want to numb myself but I am staying away from it. Hope I can continue to do that.
Sorry if I seem so scattered brained, its almost 4am here and I wanted to just do a quick update again I plan on blogging more because I want to talk about whats on my mind and boy do I have some thoughts about things. So glad to be back, gonna get some rest now. Goodnight.
