Hello everyone, time to update everyone on whats been going on with me, which is a lot actually. First off, my birthday has passed and I am now 23 years old. My best friend Paul and music partner on the "Dominion Alliance" project flew in from New York just to be here for me. He is leaving tomorrow back to New York City but we are already having talks of him coming back to visit for Christmas so we will see what happens. We have had an awesome time together and even worked on some new and awesome music. It gave me time to do vocal work for some tracks as well. It also gave me the chance to do vocal work for my own solo project "Void Of Axis". I have even made a cover of Stripped by Depeche Mode which I have tried to make in the past but I have finally made a version of the song that I believe is great. So anyways, we held my party as Shakespeares Pub where we have some of my best friends attend. It was an awesome fun evening and i'm glad that my friends could make it one for me.
So this past weekend, I went with Paul, Adam, Chris, and his partner Bruno. We went to Saugatuck, which would be the equivilant of the Hamptons of Long Island, NY. We got there and first thing we did was we looked for a place to eat because we were very hungry. We eventually settled on a small resturant called Scooter's Cafe which serves many different things. The food was awesome and we all loved it. The guy who was serving us was super nice and very funny and after lunch we walked around. I went with Bruno to the candy store and did some taste testing. Had some nice treats, and after we had our fill, we left Saugatuck, and went to Starbucks while we were on a search for a store called Play 'N Trade, which I found out about after me, Adam, and Paul a few days prior went to Sonic's for the first time. Across the street was the store and I looked it up. Its basically a modern day "Funcoland" which sells games dating back to the Atari 2600. So I ended up picking up Banjo-Kazooie and Star Wars: Episode 1 Racer for the N64. Was so glad to find two awesome games. After that we went to dinner at Applebees which was filled with testosterone imbalanced men screaming at the TV which had foot ball playing. It got so noisy that children even started to cry. And from that point on the night got pretty intense and it went downhill... I don't want to disclose any personal information but i'll just say I had a pretty screwed up evening and i'm still trying to figure out what happened. So pretty much the day after that was spent feeling really weird and just moody trying to relax and then I get in to a heated argument with a guy. He is telling me that he is changing his bear411 profile and the reason why is because he gets messages that he is an asshole. So as a good friend I offered some advice and told him that maybe he comes off like that because he has a bit of an attitude. So he gets all bent out of shape and take his attitude out on me instead of listening to my advice and constructive criticism. So after being told to "Shut the fuck up" and so on, I told him he needs to go get some therapy and some medication because he has issues and an attitude and he needs to get help for them and till he gets that to not contact me. So since then things have just been a bit weird. The past two days have been good so I can't complain.
And last but definately not least, I have started talking to someone special, we have chatted for a little bit and the other day talked on the phone. He is a very sweet guy and he plans to drive up here and spend the weekend here with me. Just a low key weekend together and getting to know each other, I am very excited and to be honest, everytime we talk it makes me feel good and he makes me feel like I have butterflies in my stomach. Not only is he a nice sweet guy but he is also very handsome and cute. So we will see what happens and I will update about it soon. Gonna get some sleep. Goodnight everyone.
