Friday, October 21, 2011

Meat Market, Weekend, Honoring Creativity

Been a while since I did a blog entry, a lot has happened. Last weekend I was in Orlando with Michael for Bear Bust and Bear Weekend Orlando. We were with our friends Mike, Anthony, Robert, Richard, Arni, and Jorge. It was an okay event. While I was there though I feel I came to a revelation about myself. I feel we all or some of us come to a point in our lives where we get tired of the random encounters and no strings attached hook ups. I've hit my limit and honestly when your young its told to us that this is normal. I'm still being told I should be doing it but I can't. The thought of sleeping with someone solely based on their looks physically makes me sick. I was being hit on most of that weekend by guys who were drunk and I didn't know them, not even their name. Maybe I've just gotten past that point in my life. This by no means says I'm opposed to FWB, I'd prefer to be friends and hangout. I'd even be open to dating if anyone was interested. Other than feeling like I was at a meat market I had a pretty good time.

This weekend we are going to Orlando and Tampa. Tomorrow were going to Orlando for the evening to visit a friend of mine, our first time meeting, I'm very excited. And then we will head to Tampa to spend time with Andrew. Tom is away for the weekend so it will just be me, Michael, & Andrew. Should be a nice quiet weekend.

Been working on some new tunes, found out how to use some new synthesis in FL Studio. I've been honoring my creativity but staying away from giving these songs names and purpose. I already have five albums on the back burner for release. If I ever do plan to release them it will be after I've released a great deal of my older stuff first.