To Be Or Not To BB?

So lately I've notice more and more guys are getting back in to "barebacking". For some of you who don't know what that is, its playing unprotected without a condom. I will admit that I myself enjoy doing this but at a price. I will ONLY do this with people I trust and those close to me such as my boyfriend. But some of the guys I meet don't ask me what my status is, don't ask me if I am clean of any diseases, and instead jump head first in to BB without taking precautions for themselves. I'm wondering if its because guys feel that "well if I get something its not a death sentence" which I feel is the wrong attitude to have. Many diseases we have today are treatable but on the same note, that doesn't justify the need to spread it so carelessly. It is up to the person to make this choice for themselves but also be aware of the risk. I have seen friends who go to sex parties, end up getting in group sex, and then pretty much let themselves go and later on freaking out about how they made a mistake. Its not disrespectful to wear a condom, if you aren't sure or just feel pressured to not wear a condom then maybe that person is not the best person to be doing that with. Their are plenty of guys out there who don't care about you and are willing to easily pass it to you to just simply "get off". People need to be responsible for their actions. This by no means makes everyone a bad person, some people truly just end up in the wrong place at the wrong time. I just advice that people be a little more aware. We are all fighting to make this world a better place and without judgement and the last thing I want you to think is I'm judging you.

Taxes From Hell, Bears On The Coast Season Finale, Forest Of Memories Vol. 1 Release Date, Last Transmission Announcement, & My Special Honey Bear...

Sorry for not updating sooner, i've been kinda busy between finishing Episode 13 for Bears On The Coast, and getting my first album "Forest Of Memories Vol. 1" released. But I will try to be more up to date with this blog, just a lot going on right now.

So today I called Fountain House to let them know i'll be contacting the IRS because for the last three months i've tried to request my W2 forms from them with no success and legally they can't keep them from me. So I informed them today that I will be contacting he IRS and hopefully they can get my W2's so I can do my taxes. Other than that i've stalled looking for a job as my resume is pretty sad and I needed to fix it up. A few friends have helped me with rewriting it and even making a cover letter for me. Thank you to everyone who has helped me so far. I hope to find something soon. I'm really tired of not having any money and not being able to do anything or support myself. Tomorrow Michael is gonna help me get new shoes because my current shoes are so worn out that they are literally falling apart inside. So tomorrow i'll be doing that and I also want to start working on cleaning up the house.

Bears On The Coast Season 1 has come to an end with Episode 13. Parts 1 & 2 have been uploaded so far with a 3rd and final part coming soon. A second Season is in the works but will not show up for some time. I will be taking time though to film but instead I will be taking my time with Season 2. I would like to actually have a schedule when videos would come out and such so its not like everyone is waiting for an episode i'm rushing to complete. Season 2 will be more relaxed and planned out, so if you would like to be a part of it please contact me via my Facebook page or my e-mail. Also my first album "Forest Of Memories Vol. 1" will be released March 29th. I am very excited, I hope people will like the record and enjoy it. I am considering making a second video for the record, haven't decided the song I will be doing a video to but I am going to try and make it before the album is released. In the background of all this news I am also working slowly on designing a video game titled "Last Transmission", I put out some special Beta pictures of the project thus far.

In nine days I have a very special Bear coming to visit me, me and him have been talking for the past month and getting very close. I am very excited but nervous as well. I guess its only normal that I would be nervous, I just want things to work. And I like him a lot. He will be here for a week, he is from Atlanta, Georgia. He's been very sweet and helpful in helping me try to get a job and helping me with my resume and such. I look forward to seeing him soon.