So recently an AI musician called Breaking Rust has ended up on the music charts and its made me ask myself why I even bother making music in the first place. I have been working on ass off since 2005 making music that I would hope someone who is struggling in life could listen to and identify with. I haven't been able to get so much as a soul to listen to my music in all that time, its like pulling teeth. Either my music is complete shit or people just want to listen to garbage with no soul in it. I have no idea, I have wanted to write a new album but now I question if I even should. What is the point? I really am not sure what to do, I may just take a break from music maybe. Who knows but I don't have the drive to push myself when no one cares and I've been doing this for a while now so maybe thats it. Maybe theirs nothing more to write since no one cares. Sorry for the short blog entry but not much going on, struggling to get the money together for food and everything else. Thanks Trump, life is shit, we don't go out, we don't do anything anymore. The next 4 years of our lives are going to just be wasted because an orange turd and a bunch of cruel people want to see other suffer. Its fucking bullshit and the people of this country are bullshit and deserve everything they are getting right now. I hope for the day that people are better and know better but for now I think we have a lot of growing to do before we ever get there.
