Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Gays Hating Gays (Sex vs Friendship)

What happens when you are hurt by something over and over again? It becomes ingrained in your mind to avoid what has hurt you of course. Lets take the Gay Community for example as whats hurt you over and over again. These people will avoid events, social gatherings, and anything involving Gay people in general. I will admit I have been down this road before and I myself once felt this way. As someone who has come to a more peaceful place in his life, I will try to explain what causes these feelings, what happens to these people, and what can be done to change future generations to deal with these same issues from my own experience and my opinion of what might be the issue here.

The Cause:

I'm sorry Boys, but their are some guys out there who don't want to have sex. We respect that you have sex, we understand you have it but it seems more and more these days with the level of sexual imagery in ads for Gay Events, Businesses, Social Gatherings, it can be seen as become less about meeting new people and making friends and more about hooking up and getting laid. As Humans, we are fascinated by Sex but when you go to these events it can easily be seen as giant "Fuck Fest". I was told once that these events are what men at the end of a long week or day who just want to unwind and relax want to do. That is fine if you want to have sex. But not all of us want to do this and those who are turned off by that won't go to events like those but now the problem is where do we go? If you look at it from out perspective from someone who isn't open sexually and just wants to meet friends, if you go to a bunch of events where you are treated like meat and being pushed in to things you don't want to do sexually, don't you think you would feel the same way? Honestly, if you are too blind to notice the Gay magazines with nothing but half naked guys and ads for lube and poppers then you need to take another look.

The Aftermath:

After years and years of feeling out of places at these events and being treated like a sex toy, eventually they point the finger at everyone because honestly, in a sense they are right. It seems we have no issues with the way we treat other men, but we feel its disgusting how women get treated by men. Well its the same thing we do here, it just comes off as the vast majority enjoys to be treated that way. But theirs another majority that are majorly turned off by this and feel its the whole community to blame so it builds up over years. You hate seeing Gay People, you hate seeing Gay events, you hate anything related to be Gay. It ruins the perspective of the Gay Community for them and they avoid it.

The Answer:

What I believe would help with this is we need to have events that for people who just want to meet other people, just as friends or a way of just meeting new people in a non sexual way. We need to seperate the events from sexual themed ones to non sexual themed ones because not everyone wants to see the hot tub full of naked guys, the magazines with lube and popper ads, the "social gatherings" which start out as a Pot Luck and then turns in to an Orgy after everyone has finished eating. I think that if we were more considerate of those people then things would be better in this "community". I think its wrong to say these people are prudes or judgemental, these people including myself aren't judging you for what you do in your personal lives. If thats how you want to be then more power to you, but we shouldn't be told that we are wrong for feeling this way or even worse, told that we need to learn that this is the way things are. Its not, and the more people use that excuse, the more people will fall for it and our community will grow in to a much BIGGER "Fuck Fest" and we don't want a community of people who can't tell the difference between Love and Lust. We want a diverse community that understands that sex has a place, just like friendship does and some people want to just find a connection with someone else without sex involved. Lets work on this.

4 comments:

  1. I 100% agree with you. I've had my share at the beginning of things when I came out and jump IMMEDIATELY into that whole scene because that's how I perceived things at the time. I became an A-Lister, I slutted around. But I started becoming more careful of my surroundings and what was happening, I started to stick up for myself. With doing so, I was starting to become labeled as a bitch cuz I wouldn't put out to whomever stuck their hand down my pants uninvitingly. Not wanting to be labeled as a Bitch, I started drinking heavy when I would go out so I can lose my inhibitions, do whatever/whomever and have no regrets during the moment.
    It turned me into the person I never wanted to be. My best friend and I weren't seeing eye-to-eye on anything anymore and he hated being around me. But I didn't care at the time, I was too selfish and has having a GRAND time in midst of things. Drinking, Bear Parties, Sex acts in the bar in the open. I didn't care. It was just fun, right?
    Wrong... I wasted A LOT of money during these times. At the time my work was fulltime so I knew come payday, i'd have close to $700. Pay my three bills I had party the rest away. Thank God I don't do drugs, especially at those times.

    My point is, with all this It lead me, a lost soul, down a path of self destruction. I wasted 3 years of my life to this lifestyle. I became so bitter and jaded after this. I was feeling the Gay Community started to snub me off because I came back to the Old Me. The "Me" no one knew because I hid it behind all the alcohol and slutty adventures. They didn't like this "change". I don't call it a change. I call it a "Self Improvement project". I started focusing on my real issues of what my life has in store for me and only me. I haven't stopped caring for the gay community. I feel they have stopped caring for me, that lost soul trying to be a good person.

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  2. I still say the answer is in balance... I go to a lot of Bear runs and I see 10 different people have 10 different experiences at these events. If the vibe in a given spot is too sexual, there are always clusters of guys sitting around talking. For me, sex at these events is something I would like to happen, but I let it naturally flow as a part of everything else, and make sure to respect everyone. I was at TBRU with a group of guys that included a hard partying daddy hunter, and a guy who is nearly celibate, and they both found people to connect with. In other words, there is room to have the experience you want. I do however think that as you said Dustin, we could use some more balance toward the side of quality interaction on other levels. There is a LOT of sex in the advertising to our community. I use it myself, but again its about balance, I try to bring some depth to the table too. It is nice to see all sides of who we are

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  3. I think the gays out for sex would infiltrate and actually target the "events that for people who just want to meet other people, just as friends or a way of just meeting new people in a non sexual way". I think it would backfire.

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    1. It would only back fire if we said nothing. If we are all there just to make friends then how is he gonna get any sex? He's gonna feel totally out of place and eventually get the point if we tell him enough "we aren't looking for sex". Just got to be firm with these creeps.

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