So I am taking another social media break. I will still be posting blog entries here, but I am done with the fuckery that is the internet and the country that I live in which is the United States. We are anything but United.
I was already depressed because people decided to show how horrible they are by voting for Trump for a second term, but since the election, people have been going out and just being shitty as fuck. I mean they were shitty as fuck before that, but now they are advertising it, acting like everyone around them is an NPC, they don't have feelings or things going on in their lives to these people so they treat everyone who isn't them like garbage and its so stupid. I don't fucking get it, like a few weeks ago I went out with my friend Michael Livote who was visiting during Thanksgiving, we stopped at a Sonic and me and Jacob ordered our food and then Michael wanted to order his, he pushed the button literally right after we finished and they told him to wait...
And we waited...
And we waited...
And the our food came out and someone else pulled up behind us and he pushed the button and someone answered immediately. The excuse that was given was that they were busy, okay well your argument goes out the window when you literally answer in 0.5 seconds the guy who just pulled up when he pushed the button. What happened really was they forgot about Michael and didn't want to own their shit, instead they wanted to blame us so I asked for a manager and told her to refund my money. First of all, I ain't gonna sit there and eat food in front of my friend while he doesn't eat anything, that's just not right. Also its just on principle, she gave me an attitude and said she couldn't refund my money unless there's something with the food. Jacob stepped in at that point which I am glad for because I was about to go the fuck off, sorry but don't hold my money hostage when literally its not my fault that you won't own that you forgot he pressed the button. Sonic doesn't need my money that much, I highly doubt my 23 dollars is gonna make them go out of business. Another example is just this past weekend, Me and Jacob went to TJ Maxx so I could get some sweat pants and literally people were throwing things around, dropping shit all over the floor and not picking it up and just generally acting like uncivilized animals. On top of that this past week a man shot a CEO and the reasoning for it was because this CEO was basically denying thousands of people coverage and many people end up dying because they can't get the care they need. Now I want to say this, I am a pacifist, I don't believe war or violence solves anything. All it does is add a death toll to a problem, with that said, this company/CEO has murdered thousands by denying health coverage to people who needed it and couldn't get it, the shooter kills one person and the news media goes on a witch hunt along with a bunch of people who are also rich and in positions of power calling anyone who sympathizes with the shooter to be "sick"...
Okay, well when protesting and fighting for your rights in a non-violent doesn't work and it hasn't worked for a very very long time then what do you expect is going to happen? People are suffering and they are hurting and dying. Instead of being a human race that lifts each other up no matter what sex, gender, race or creed, physical, emotion or mental disabilities we put those with enough money front and center and those are the people who shape our world because only their voices are heard because they are the ones with the money to do that. If you look at social media lately the people who are front and center are people who have money and also don't care about who they have to put down as long as they can make money. Money is god, everything else is secondary, including human lives, if it gets in the way of you making money, so be it, guess some people need to die...
So with that said I don't condone what he did BUT I understand why he did it.
Because of all of that I am distancing myself from social media and I only plan to go outside to go for a walk or get groceries, besides that fuck the outside world right now. I'm sorry but I do not want to see people acting like apes flinging shit at each other. I have no idea if its better in other countries but I just know America is basically acting like a small child in the corner of the room at a birthday party where every other kid is being normal but America is playing with its own shit, painting on the walls, screaming and flinging it everywhere while talking about how great it is. That's America right now and its disgusting, we are a joke to the rest of the world.
I'm seriously considering if things get really bad here that maybe we need to leave America. I would hate to leave but if this place because Nazi Germany then we need to leave.
Literally as I finish this blog entry "People are Good" comes on by Depeche Mode, a perfect song representation of how I feel. Are people good? I don't know, I want to believe we can be, but until I see that I need to do what is best for me and my family and protect those I love.
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